I AM VERY TIRED

Been a while since i last posted...wondering should continue blog anot... Anw, so far my life so sadden. Still trying to get over that same gal...dont know how long it is going to take to do so. I am just so tired of my life, why can life be like a shell that i can left and another. Nothing much to hope for in my life, everything just seems wrong. What is the point of living like this

Another day of the duck

Hey everybody, just came back for one day from my class chalet. And it was so fun. Two days of non-stop fun with my friends, it is so sweet. We went cycling, swimming and we played basketball. During the second nite, we had our bbq and it was rather fun. But i used alot of money T.T Anw we went to sch today to prepare for the charity bazaar tmr. At the start we were working really hard, after that we almost totally stop working. And started playing.

Anw have to go, so ByeBye

Tale of the ugly duckling

Yo. today was one of the most boring day ever in my life. i did a lot of thinking today. Starting today, i am thinking that holiday is more like imprisonment to me. Yes, i get to play com for the holiday, but the fact is, that is not what i want for my holidays. Hopefully, those that knows me, know what i want for my holidays. But i doubt that. I doubt there is anybody that truly understands me and knows how i feel. Yes, i have a bunch of good friends, but honestly, i feel that i am some times, very distant from them, like i dont know them. Many times i smile are fake; Hardly anytime i am truly happy about something or someone.

Anw have to go. Sayonara

Exams over

It have been a very long time since i ever blogged, anw, at last the exams are over, but sadly it is almost the end of the year and we will have to split up, to our own class next year T.T but i am going to cherish every last moments with my friends... i meant it. though we will see each other again, we are no longer in the same class, and we wont be about to meet that often. So to any teenager boy or girl that see this, cherish ur friendships with ur friends. Dont take it for granted, cherish every monents with them, even when getting scold together with them. cherish them all.

Anw, have to go. See Ur

Diary of the wimpy duck

Today was very crappy. i have just changed my english teacher, and that teacher said that we have to get a book from catherine lim by tmr. If not, he will give us demerit points, detention and call our parent. Anw, because of that book, today i went to the popular near my home, the one at jurong east mrt station and even the one at jurong point, finally i got the book. I find it a lost cost, after that 2 to 3 months of usage, i doubt i will even use it again. wasted, o well dont care lor.

Anw have to go already so, blog again in the future^^

This few weeks, the feel is getting stronger. there are so many times i want to talk to her but i just cant fnd a reason to talk to her. the lesser i talk to her, the stronger the feeling. i am helpless. i have no idea what to do. worse of all, there is nobody that understand how i feel, nobody to talk to about this matter. all i can do is try to focus on other things and try not to think about it. lucky the next two days got training, during training i can flush all of it out and focus on training.

Live of the miserable duck

I have learned something this week, iu learn that different person do have really different views at things. some times, u take a look at a situation, u find something that is bad and some things that are good, but that is not how every see it, maybe in their eyes, those things may the opposite, nobody have the prefect way to seeing it, there will always be a good thing and a bad thing. also, i have finally figure out the girl that i truly like, for the past few weeks, i have scan through my live, seeing what i have done, and i have realize the girl i like. i doubt she knows that, and i doubt she will even know. funny. because i have told manty people to try this try that, and that u will never know what will happen till u try, but i myself could not do that. i am scare that if told her i like her, she wont even be my friend. i thought i was always very thick-skinned but know, i starting to think i am not. i am very confused, i dont know what to do now. i guess all i can do know is focus on my exams and try to stop thinking about her. i never believe that we are possible.